Let me introduce my self my name is Spich, and I have a story to tell you. The last twenty-three years have been a one Hell of a journey, and I have chosen you to record the things I have both learned and the stories that make me one. I will tell you things about God and the magic that encompasses my center. Now lets not get confused I'm by no stretch of the imagination a member of the Christian, or catholic faith. As for the other pups the mother church had I don't belong to them either. For the most part I'm a pagan and I hate white fluffy bunnies in Light. Grey is the color that beholds my path thru life. I have my causes and my people that I will give my life for. Now That being said I have to give credit to Noct for being there you're the last one standing. All the other's have left either by my actions or by there's. I don't know I'm not bitter (just a little), hurt yes friends like I had were suppose to stand side by side until the end. I made my mistakes and I hurt some of them, the angel was falling, tumbling down into the abyss lashing out against them was my away of ending it before I reached bottom. I could not bare the thought of being weak. Were only human-making mistakes comes with the condition of the human experience. Love isn't a friend of mine either I'm either to ugly, or an asshole, if not a combination of the two. Well who needs love God gave me a hand, and if it breaks I got the other one talented I'm I not. Hey I still have faith that someone is out there that will prove me wrong (if you're him Please Email Me at Tool69-420@Gay.com). Did I mention that I'm gay and let me till you I know I'm Gay I have put up with way to much bullshit surrounding that part of my life not to be. If this were a choice I would have turned tail and run for the hills long ago. I express myself through pottery, I can draw somewhat, and thanks to Noct I have a newfound love for photography. My poems are deep, as will be the thoughts I intend to put to your record. My drawings are of beginner skill but still they express the chaotic nature of my mind. While the pictures I have captured are as random as the Lottery. Well that's a good start I've covered all the basics I'm sure I'm forgetting something (goddamn stoner), but hey were just getting started so till next time have fun sitting on the Net.

Spich

June 25, 2003, 2:11 AM